MY DEAR SWEET BEAUTIFUL HUSBAND, MY HEART IS BROKEN COMPLETELY. I AM SO LOST WITHOUT YOU. YOU WERE ALWAYS THE LOVE OF MY LIFE, MY TRUE SOULMATE, AND BEST FRIEND. YOU WERE AN OUTSTANDING STEPFATHER TO ORLANDO, AND TREATED HIM LIKE HE WAS YOUR OWN. I CANNOT EXPRESS THE PAIN I FEEL EACH DAY, IT DOES NOT SEEM REAL TO ME, ITS LIKE A DREAM. I PRAY FOR YOU EVERYDAY. GOD GIVES ME STRENGHT TO PUSH ON, HOWEVER IT IS SO DIFFICULT. PLEASE WAIT ON THAT CLOUD FOR ME, UNTIL I CAN BE WITH YOU AGAIN. SAY HELLO TO DAD, EDDIE, MOM, NORNI AND UNCLE FOR ME. AND KISS CHACHI AND NENA. ALL MY LOVE, YOUR WIFE ALWAYS, DAWN XOXO