merry christmas!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I miss you so much its still hard to be alone and not think of are family that has passed.I would be writing more but it breaks my heart to come on here and talk to u like this puts it in reality and i cant stop crying.Your babies are getting big and talk about there daddy all time.we share stories and laugh.mom is doing good,she holds it together real well but i know it kills her every breath she takes but you know your mom she is strong woman misses u dearly.We had a great xmas mom cooked came out awesome as usual lol We put balloons in heaven with u but still was a void in the air with u or nana or auntie papa not there.well just wanted to say hello and love u.John says hi and wishes u were here to sit on couch and play video games with haha bye honey 0x0x0x0x0x0x0x0x0x0x0x0x0x0x0x0x0x0x0x0x0x0x0x