Josh, I'm so sorry your mother ended up with you so fast. I hope your really together in the afterlife. I know how much she missed you but I really needed her with me for some time than what she was here. And your kids needed her. Now we never hear or see them. They are both in Rhode Island. They said your mom was gonna live so I didn't get to tell her how much lie loved her and was gonna miss her. They had her on life support for 2weeks so we didn't get to talk to her. Then they tell us she had 2days to live and we couldn't believe it. I lost Linda and her the same year and can't stand it. A year ago I tried taking my own life to be with you guys but they caught me in time before I died. I had about a half hr and I would of been gone. I was on life support for 3days and woke up. I was mad that I lived but now I know Shawna needs me so tell your mom how much I miss her and wish she was still here love and miss all of you. Will write again